I lost my father in 2013. We were very close, spoke almost everyday. I am not going to lie to you it wrecked me. I am also in my 50s. I don’t know if you have sisters or brother’s, but one day I started texting them what I call Dadisums…Just funny things he use to say like “It’s like catching lighting in a bag” and they would respond with other ones…It’s makes us laugh and remember him fondly…Takes some of the pain away, at least for us.And we know one one of us starts these round of texts it a way of telling the other person we are missing him today…
You know Lord I just want to say to you father God in the name of Jesus I trust in you everyday of my life and I have no doubt that when I pray to you and I call on the name Jesus I know you hear me if I don’t have anything else I have faith I trust you father God and every way and all that I have called the pain you for in the name of Jesus even though some of the things that I’ve asked for I have not received and I do believe that if it’s in your will I shall receive it I do my very best father God to live on the Promises of God and not my problems it’s because if I understood you right you said the battles of this world is not mine they are yours so I try to leave everything up to you and I trust and in my life your will shall be done because I have learned that the desires of my heart or not the desires that you have for me but those that you do have for me a far better then I could ever imagine so I want to thank you Father God for loving me for keeping me for guiding me because when I fall down on my knees call out to you I believe you hear me and I do my best never to lie to you what good would it do you know my thoughts so I find it’s better to be honest and just open up because you know everything anyway so I thank you Father thank you for Jesus thank you for being the head of my life in Jesus name amen.
Christella – a loss of a loved one brings a great deal of impossible pain. I know that our answer for hope and healing is found in Jesus. I can’t say anything that will make things better, but I can offer you a suggestion to get a book called, “Through the Eyes of a Lion: Facing Impossible Pain, Finding Incredible Power” by Levi Lusko. He is a pastor in Montana and he lost his young daughter days before Christmas. It’s a great testimony and inspiration to people who are grieving and feeling hopeless. I hope you get it, read it, and share it. I am praying that you will find peace, rest, and hope in the midst of your terrible pain.
Most Holy God, in your word we read so many stories about the ones you have protected as they left home in search of a better life. Your servant Ruth said, “Your people will be my people, your God, my God.” You loved her and found a place for her in Israel. Scripture inspires us to strive for greater hospitality to the poor, the weak and strangers.
Oh Lord, sometimes my insides feel like a battle zone, where missiles are falling too close to home. Other times I'm caught in an endless storm, with thoughts flying out of control. Confusion reigns, and defeat creeps in to steal my joy. I need your peace—the deep-down-in-your-heart kind that stays with me day and night and speaks confidently into the wind. Calm my anxious spirit, Lord; all the attacking "if-onlys" and "what-ifs" fill me with needless worry.
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