How awful that someone would neglect your heart like that. I will offer that I have relatives in the emergency services and they see so much struggle, injury, and death that they get desensitized to it. I think that is what you experienced. But I want to thank you for the a wonderful testimony I hear in your post. The joy you had with him to the very end. So many relationships just fall apart under that stress and for even less. You just told us with your words how much you loved him, and what you described is how much he loved you. He did not let his fate prevent him from expressing that love to the end. Your love strengthened him and he was strengthening you to the end. As for what happened in the mortuary, don’t let them undo what your husband offered you, reassurance resting in the love he left you with. I offer what Jesus taught us about that. Your husband was not in that body anymore. Jesus said of the moment that our soul leaves the body, “Wheresoever the body is, there will the vultures be gathered together.” Think about how horrible it sounds that our loved one’s body might be subject to vultures, yet Jesus reassured us, we are gone from that vessel. He also said, “Fear not those that after they have killed the body, they have no more that they can do to you.” Your husband was not in that body anymore. Trust Him. They did not hurt him. You will see your husband again. He promised.
I was recently given this prayer by an Eastern Catholic deacon. I love it because it is a prayer of abandonment and trust in God for the daily details in our lives, and expresses well how much we need His help to live each day well. It has become a new favorite prayer to recite in the mornings as I begin my work day. I hope you benefit from this prayer as much as I have!

In my darkest hour I felt like I would have to crawl to church that’s how low I was. Even through all of my grief, pain and feelings of having absolutely no one to turn to I knew I had to cling to The Lord. I had to be where I could possibly feel some comfort to go on. I found that comfort in His Presence. Once I felt His Presence I could not be without it. I cried out to God on my knees sobbing begging Him to never let His Presence leave me. I couldn’t understand it then but I cried often when I would feel His Presence because it was doing something on the inside of me.

Hi Mara, we are very sorry to hear about this tragedy, and our prayers are with your love one. To help you better understand the biblical teaching that nothing in this world happens apart from God’s will, a distinction is helpful. There is a difference between God’s positive or active will, and His permissive or passive will. And example of this is that even though God wills for all men to be saved (His positive will) not all men actually are saved (His permissive will). That is to say, God permits that people will use their free will to reject Him. In the same way, He permits that people will use their free will to hurt others. Even though it is not God’s will that any of us commit a sin, yet He permits it. This is part of God’s permissive will. Why God allows evil things to happen to us is a great mystery, yet we can have confidence in His promise that “All things happen for the good of those who love Him.” And this even includes the evil things. God can bring great good out of every evil! This is the glorious mystery of the Cross of Christ.
Ummy – Did they know Christ as their Savior? If they did not, then I do know and feel your pain. If they did, then they are already risen. They are in Heaven right now, yet without a physical body. Jesus is currently the only One in Heaven with a glorified body. When Christ comes again to take us all to Heaven, we will all then receive our eternal bodies.
48 I reach out for your commands, which I love, that I may meditate on your decrees. 49 Remember your word to your servant, for you have given me hope. 50 My comfort in my suffering is this: Your promise preserves my life. 51 The arrogant mock me unmercifully, but I do not turn from your law. 52 I remember, LORD, your ancient laws, and I find comfort in them.
I lost my father in 2013. We were very close, spoke almost everyday. I am not going to lie to you it wrecked me. I am also in my 50s. I don’t know if you have sisters or brother’s, but one day I started texting them what I call Dadisums…Just funny things he use to say like “It’s like catching lighting in a bag” and they would respond with other ones…It’s makes us laugh and remember him fondly…Takes some of the pain away, at least for us.And we know one one of us starts these round of texts it a way of telling the other person we are missing him today…

Christ, light of light, brightness indescribable, the Wisdom, power and glory of God, the Word made flesh: you overcame the forces of Satan, redeemed the world, then ascended again to the Father. Grant me, I pray, in this tarnished world, the shining of your splendor. Send your Archangel Michael to defend me, to guard my going out and coming in, and to bring me safely to your presence, where you reign in the one holy and undivided Trinity, to ages of ages. Amen.
You know Lord I just want to say to you father God in the name of Jesus I trust in you everyday of my life and I have no doubt that when I pray to you and I call on the name Jesus I know you hear me if I don’t have anything else I have faith I trust you father God and every way and all that I have called the pain you for in the name of Jesus even though some of the things that I’ve asked for I have not received and I do believe that if it’s in your will I shall receive it I do my very best father God to live on the Promises of God and not my problems it’s because if I understood you right you said the battles of this world is not mine they are yours so I try to leave everything up to you and I trust and in my life your will shall be done because I have learned that the desires of my heart or not the desires that you have for me but those that you do have for me a far better then I could ever imagine so I want to thank you Father God for loving me for keeping me for guiding me because when I fall down on my knees call out to you I believe you hear me and I do my best never to lie to you what good would it do you know my thoughts so I find it’s better to be honest and just open up because you know everything anyway so I thank you Father thank you for Jesus thank you for being the head of my life in Jesus name amen.
71. Jesus, you took it all away, the sufferings upon the cross a remainder of the thoughts you have towards me, from my sorrows and all my troubles I have come to you with a heart of thanksgiving, away from the distractions, away from it all I have come to find your peace and comfort. I receive both your peace that assures and your overwhelming comfort upon my life in the name of Jesus. Amen
I MUST GIVE YOU MY TESTIMONY OF MIRACLES AFTER REQUESTING PRAYER.. REGARDING MY FINANCES.. I HAVE RECEIVED “SUPERNATURAL ” FAVOUR ON MY JOB WITH RELATION TO INCREASE IN MY HOURS AT WORK AFTER A LONG “DROUGHT” IN THAT DEPARTMENT.. FAVOUR WITH MY TAXES.. AND I’AM NOW KEEPING A RECORD OF THIS IN MY PRAYER JOURNAL.. EXPECTING MORE TO COME!!! THANK-YOU SO MUCH.. I AM SURE THIS WILL NOT BE MY LAST TIME!! FOR I AM BELIEVER IN THE POWER OF Read More...

Keep alive within us the flame of hope, so that with patience and perseverance we may opt for dialogue and reconciliation. In this way may peace triumph at last, and may the words “division”, “hatred” and “war” be banished from the heart of every man and woman. Lord, defuse the violence of our tongues and our hands. Renew our hearts and minds, so that the word which always brings us together will be “brother”, and our way of life will always be that of: Shalom, Peace, Salaam!


72. Alpha Omega, beginning the end, Lord I stand before you Maker of the heavens and the God that spreads the cloud as a blanket, amaze at your work the invisible king who we see his works and give all homage to. All peace are in your possession for you are the God of all peace therefore for your people I know peace is assured and am saying thank you for peace that goes beyond my present situation. Grant more expression of peace in my living amen
You know Lord I just want to say to you father God in the name of Jesus I trust in you everyday of my life and I have no doubt that when I pray to you and I call on the name Jesus I know you hear me if I don’t have anything else I have faith I trust you father God and every way and all that I have called the pain you for in the name of Jesus even though some of the things that I’ve asked for I have not received and I do believe that if it’s in your will I shall receive it I do my very best father God to live on the Promises of God and not my problems it’s because if I understood you right you said the battles of this world is not mine they are yours so I try to leave everything up to you and I trust and in my life your will shall be done because I have learned that the desires of my heart or not the desires that you have for me but those that you do have for me a far better then I could ever imagine so I want to thank you Father God for loving me for keeping me for guiding me because when I fall down on my knees call out to you I believe you hear me and I do my best never to lie to you what good would it do you know my thoughts so I find it’s better to be honest and just open up because you know everything anyway so I thank you Father thank you for Jesus thank you for being the head of my life in Jesus name amen.
Whenever I’m stressed, anxious, or afraid, help me remember to run to you. You're the only one that can calm my fears and end my fretful behavior. Whether in trivial or heavy matters, I know you will not only give me peace; Lord, you will be my peace. And when I draw close to you—in prayer, in reading your Word, in helping another, in taking my mind off myself—you will be there, up close and personal.
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